Threads of Life: A history of the world through the eye of a needle by Clare Hunter

Genre: Nonfiction, essays
Format: paperback
Rating: 3/5

A Scotland native, Clare Hunter explores the use of textiles throughout the world (though emphasizing Europe and parts of SE Asia, mostly in WWII) from the medieval period up through present day. From the Bayeux tapestry to embroidered pieces depicting Asian POW camps, she looks at how humans have used fabric, sewing, and embroidery to create community, send political messages, and heal mental and emotional wounds throughout history.

Each chapter is an essay on a different related subject, which makes this a hard book to describe and rate. I think the most interesting portions were when she discussed Asian textiles, as that was the subject I knew the least about. I learned some things, I related to a lot. But unless you (like me) are deeply interested in textiles or social history, you probably won’t find this terribly interesting. I definitely feel it was worth a read, but not sure if it will stay on my shelf long enough for a second read. I did ear mark a few subject I want to research further, however, and in that sense it was very useful as a reference.

Haunting the King County Library System: Library Review

If you’re an OG reader, you know how much I love local libraries. One thing I was really looking forward to when we moved from Ohio to Washington was access to a much larger, more diverse library. Not that CML was a bad library system, but I thought they were trying too hard to modernize by removing DVDs and CDs from branch shelves and housing them only at the mail library downtown, and focusing more on computer use than books.

But I have some similar gripes about the KCLS branches I’ve visited.

The King County Library System has 50 branches, and I’ve only been to a small percentage of them. But, they are mostly very high ceilinged buildings with lots of glass, steel, and brick/stone: modern architecture meant to be airy and light, but yet somehow unwelcoming.

You see, most of these buildings are equal to 2-3 stories tall, but only have one floor. Those high ceilings and big windows mean they waste a lot of money on heating and cooling that could be going to library programs, acquisitions, or librarian pay. I’ve never been in one in the summer that wasn’t uncomfortably hot. It also means a lot of space is wasted, which is compounded by the small number of books each branch keeps in stock.

My favorite branch of CML was the Hilliard library, before it was torn down in 2019 to make way for a new building. It had a similar architectural aesthetic, but tons and tons of books. Adult fiction was divided into romance, mystery, scifi/fantasy, and general fiction. There were CDs, DVDs, video games, and board games. A huge chunk of the library was given over nonfiction, and any place large enough to house a work table or comfy chair had one. There were meeting rooms and quiet study rooms, and plenty of outlets throughout the building.

KCLS libraries, however, generally have 2-3 rows of YA fiction, 3-4 rows of adult, a decent selection of nonfiction (though some subjects are clearly neglected) and about half the library is given over to children’s books. There may or may not be enough computers, and the emphasis is more on wide aisles and open floor space than stocking books. There are generally very few work spaces, fewer outlets, and none of the seating is comfortable, particularly if you want a table to go with it. These are not libraries meant for hours of study or work, for casual browsing or discovering new authors.

The thing that angers me is that I know why these decisions were made.

Both King and Pierce counties are in a housing crisis right now. Due the the skyrocketing cost of rent and property taxes, combined with interest rates, and exorbitant cost of living and layoffs, there are a lot of unhoused people in the area. These libraries are designed to keep them out, or at least, not to invite them to stay. They don’t want unhoused people lingering on the couches, walking off with books, or taking up too much time looking for work or apartments on the computers. Because while they are adamant that library services should be free and accessible, that doesn’t mean they want the poorest in our community to use them.

It can be seen all over the area in the hostile architecture designed to keep unhoused people out of residential or affluent areas, from concrete benches with “armrests” between the seats (so no one can lay down and sleep) to the addition of grates and fences to spikes and uncomfortably slanted retaining walls.

It hurts me to see this kind of exclusion, especially in spaces that are supposed to be for everyone, especially when they could do so much good. But optics and wealthy tax payers (which is often an oxymoron) have to be abided by, and so libraries use straight backed wooded chairs with no regard for ergonomics, limit seating, and arrange the library in such a way as to make the supervision of patrons easier for the librarians and security personal.

Now, don’t get me wrong. KCLS libraries have done some great things in their communities and they offer a lot of classes and opportunities that we didn’t have back in Ohio. They have a much larger catalogue, with a wider variety of audiobooks and digital magazines. But overall they seem to operate best if you know what you are looking for, go in specifically for that, and don’t spend time loitering in the stacks. They are designed for reserves, not for browsing.

The librarians have been great, and they do have a huge focus on kids. But because they are not open to the entire community equally, and because I physically can’t spend time there working, browsing, reading, or researching, I can’t rate them any higher than 3 out of 5.

What I did on my extended vacation

I don’t even know where to start with this. I kind of fell off the map there for a while. It wasn’t intentional. Short version: right after we moved, I had bad flares of multiple chronic illnesses. I got diagnosed with ADHD due to extremely low serotonin, and was also diagnosed with autism. Short version: I was exhausted all the time, sleeping up to 14 hours a day, and I couldn’t concentrate or remember anything. Reading became a chore. I couldn’t focus on a book for more than a page, and for about a year I wasn’t even listening to audiobooks because my concentration was so bad I needed dead silence to complete the smallest task.

Three years on, I’m doing a lot better. I have new and adjusted meds, some different coping skills, and a good care team looking out for me. I am finally back to the point where I can not just read, but remember what I read and enjoy it again.

In that interim period, I’ve decided that I need to change my focus a little so that I’m working more intensively on fewer things. Reading is one of the things I want to hone in on, because it feels like a part of me is missing.

I also took time off from writing, but I’m back at it now in a much more relaxed way. I’m trying not to give myself hard deadlines or put too much pressure on myself. I’m working on a rewrite of a cozy mystery I started a few years ago, trying to get that into shape so I can query it.

The past three years I’ve had to really look at my priorities, and sadly cut things out of my life. Things that I missed, goals I wanted to reach, things I wanted to do and places I wanted to go. But my body is no longer capable of Doing All The Things, at least not right now, and until it is, this is what I have to work with.

The Sun Down Motel by Simone St. James

Genre: mystery
Secondary genre: paranormal
Format: audio
CW: death, murder
Rating: 5/5

If you’ve been wondering where I’ve been…yeah, we’ll get there. Later. For now, just know I’ve been in a massive reading slump since 2020, and I’m trying to encourage myself to get out of it by resurrecting this blog for…reasons. We’ll get to those, too. In another post.

Anyway, as I said, reading slump. The slumpiest of reading slumps that I have not been able to shake myself out of. What does one do when once cannot make themselves sit down to read? Who even am I without my books?

Long story short, I looked up my favorite author to see what she was doing, and she did not disappoint.

This dual-perspective, dual-timeline novel walks the line between upper YA, new adult, and adult fiction with a college aged heroine, terrifying scenes, and practically no romance. I could not stop listening.

Carly has grown up in the shadow of her Aunt Viv, who vanished in upstate New York before Carly was even born. Now, grieving the recent loss of her mother, a quick trip over a college break accidentally turns into an extended stay in the town where Viv disappeared. In an eerie town with no cell service, limited internet, and shady characters around every turn, Carly is on high alert when her aunt’s old job as night shift clerk at the Sun Down Motel opens up unexpectedly.

But the motel has more than its fair share of secrets, from drownings in the locked up pool to PIs in the parking lot, there are ghosts in every room–some of them more literal than others. And all of them want Carly’s help. The only question is, can she stay alive long enough?

It took me a second to get into this book, but after about 2-3 chapters I was hooked. I fell in love with Simone St. James’ writing in her 1920s books, and while I’ve read a couple of her modern books I feel like this is the one where she really hits her stride and finds her modern voice. If you love a good thriller/mystery with a side of the supernatural, then you should absolutely give this one a go.

City of Ghosts & Tunnel of Bones by Victoria Schwab

Genre: Middle grade horror
Secondary genre: fantasy/paranormal
Format: hard back, audio
Series: Cassidy Blake vol. 1 & 2
CW: child death
Rep: mixed race
Ratings: 5/5 & 4/5

Cassidy stand in between the living and the dead. When she was eleven, she nearly drowned and was saved by a ghost. Now, a year later, the ghost is her best friend and she continually finds herself facing situations and people that shouldn’t exist–at least not in this time, on this plane.

Just to make things better, her parents are paranormal investigators. When they are offered a chance to film an international show about hauntings, they decide to take Cassidy–and by extension, the ghostly Jacob–with them. Now the Blake family is traveling the world in search of it’s most haunted locations.

Book one is set in Edinburgh, where Cassidy meets Laura, a half-Indian girl who is also stuck “in between.” Laura teaches Cassidy more about her powers and how to use them–both the good and the bad. But Laura’s help might not even be enough when Edinburgh’s most dangerous spirit sets her sights of Cassidy.

All I can really tell you about book two is that it deals with the catacombs of Paris, and involves an extremely powerful poltergeist.

I really liked this series. I love Cassidy and her quirky family. Jacob is a sweetheart who tries so hard to keep Cass on the straight and narrow, but it doesn’t usually work. She’s a clever girl who keeps getting herself into dangerous situations, but she’s always trying to help people, and she’s very brave.

I loved these books and really look forward to a third book in the series.

If you love history and a good ghost story, you’ll probably love these books, too.

Flygirl by Sherri L. Smith

Genre: YA historical
Rep: Ownvoices, Black
Format: audiobook
Rating:

I’ve had this book on my TBR for ages, but didn’t realize it was about a POC main character until I was looking for books for my reading challenge and it came up on a Goodreads list. Flygirl follows a young, light skinned, female pilot who has to give up flying at the start of WWII, as resources like fuel are redirected to the military. When a program to recruit female transport pilots (to deliver supplies and planes for the military to free up their male pilots for combat), Ida is quick to sign up, even though they don’t take black pilots. Forging her license, she doesn’t tell the recruiter that she’s not white; simply allows the woman to draw her own conclusions. Impressed by Ida’s manner, she offers her a position in training.

If the military finds out about the ruse, however, a court martial could be the least of her worries. Though she loves flying, staying in the military means denying her family and her heritage, but going back home to the Jim Crow south means denying every part of herself as an individual.

I loved this book from beginning to end. Ida is beautifully human in her choices, both good and bad; her mistakes, and her efforts to help others and improve the lot of Blacks who can’t pass the way she does. She risks life and limb every day she wakes up on base.

If you’re a fan of WWII narratives or books about women breaking glass ceilings, this is definitely a good book to pick up.

Saving Savannah by Tonya Bolden

Genre: YA historical
Rep: Ownvoices, Black
Rating:

This was the first book I checked out for my Authors of Color Reading Challenge. Yes, I am finally caught up enough on my reviews to start in on the challenge I set for myself in June. -_-

Saving Savannah follows a young black woman from an affluent family in the early 1920s. Savannah is bored and feeling caged in. She knows there is more to the world than the teas and social events her mother arranges, but she doesn’t know how to get involved in them. She reminded me of a lot of ’20s era main characters I’ve seen, including Bright Young Things, Vixen, A Beautiful Poison, Brimstone, and The Girls at the Kingfisher Club. The difference is that all of those main characters are white. Even the petty, spoiled, cowardly best friend could be pulled from those pages.

After about twenty pages or so, the story takes a sharp left. Savannah begins volunteering at a vocational school for young black women, and is slowly drawn into a world of political upheaval she was previously sheltered from. As 1919’s “Red Summer” consumes her entire Washington D.C. neighborhood and the surrounding area, Savannah has to come to terms with the hypocrisy in her own life. Fueled by guilt, she tries to use her privilege to help the new friends and allies she’s made, hoping to save at least one life. 

While I liked the overall story, this book wasn’t really to my taste. The writing was very choppy, broken up into one or two page sections that made it hard for me to really dive in and consume the story. However, I am glad I read it as it showed several different perspectives I was previously unfamiliar with, including prejudices that exist within the Black community.

It also serves once again as a reminder: Everything is Wilson’s fault.

 

 

Secrets of Learning a Foreign Language by Graham Fuller

Genre: nonfiction, language
CW: sexism (all examples in this book are male)
Format: audio
Rating: planchet-3

I started studying French on my own around the time I started working from home due to Covid. I’ve tried teaching myself the language before with pretty much zero success; I can get the vocabulary, but not the grammar. Anyway, I was hoping that this book would help me find a way to study that would actually be successful.

Overall, I found it disappointing. While it did help me come up with a way to arrange my studies and create what I hope is an effective lesson plan, the rest of the book is the sort of information you can find with a five minute Google or Youtube search.

The book does cover a wide variety of languages, but the particular download I got from my library had very poor audio quality and a lot of outdated references; it appeared to be copied directly from a cassette tape, and poorly at that. It’s only a three hour book and I listed on 1.5x speed so it was even less than that, but still. Don’t waste your time. Just go to Youtube. You can get the same info in about 15 minutes.

Shadow’s Bane by Karen Chance

Genre: fantasy
Secondary Genre: romance
CW: violence
Rep: PTSD, mental health
Series: Dorina Basarab vol 4
Format: audiobook
Rating: planchet-4

I’m not positive, but I think this is the last Dorina book. Either way, it’s the 4th book in a series, so I can’t go too in depth with the plot without spoiling the other books. 

I think what Karen Chance does best are beginnings and endings. She’s very good at dropping you straight into the action, and then tying up all the loose ends. That middle part though…there are frequently so many plates in the air that it’s hard to follow the plot. I’m always amazed when she manages to wrap everything up at the end.

The first third of this book was just Dory running from one fight to another, which is how most of Karen Chance’s books go. Honestly, I’m just about done with that formula. So while I did really enjoy this book, I am glad that it appears to wrap up the series (It does leave an opening for a sequel series, but I’m kind of hoping she leaves it as is).

 

The Diary of Mary Berg by Mary Berg

Genre: Nonfiction, diary
Secondary Genre: History
CW: Holocaust, violence, illness, starvation
Rep: Jewish, Polish
Rating:

This book is extremely hard to read. It is the account of a young woman living in the Warsaw Ghetto over a 2 year period, and doesn’t shy away from the horrors residents faced. My 4 star rating isn’t a measure of how “good” this book is, or how “well written” it is; I reserve my 5 star ratings for books I know I will read over and over again, but this book was hard enough to get through once because of the subject matter; it’s not something I can see myself re-reading, though it impacted me greatly.

I was reading this book when George Floyd was killed. That night, I read the account of a starving Jewish man beaten to death by Nazis.

The world has not changed.

Mary and her family managed to escape the Ghetto and get to America just in time. While they were on their long journey out of Poland, the Ghetto was emptied and most of the residents murdered. The Berg’s were saved by the fact that Mary’s mother was an American citizen; through a combination of red tape and extensive bribes, she managed to get passports for her two daughters and her husband, and the four of them managed to get to the US, where Mary published her diary in the hopes that it would draw attention to what the Jews were facing in Nazi territory. Prior to Germany’s surrender, the extent of their torture was unknown to the outside world. Mary hoped her diary would save lives, but it’s publication went largely unnoticed.

This is not a book to be picked up lightly. But I highly recommend that you do. It’s not a book to reread. But it is one that should be read at least once.